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fell right back into depression as i tried to hit the books again after resting for a few days after mock exam 2. didn't expect the depression to come back so quickly coz it only did a few days before mock 2. it doesn't help to know that i failed mock 2. failing mock exams are no big deal.. but it just doesn't help in encouraging me and convincing me that i can actually pass STRE.

mum asked how i did for mock 2, i told her i failed. she asked "then how?" and i just told her even if i failed STRE, it's no big deal just that i'll waste that $850.

seriously, i don't know why i'm doing this shit to myself when i'm not even certain about being a physician.

mum then offered me a yakult. maybe she wants to console me. i know she's not good at words. whatever it is, thanks mum. i hope i won't disappoint you and the family.

2 weeks. just 2 more weeks.. i need to press on.

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